John David Spiesberger

We were very surprised by this pregnancy. After the shock wore off I was so excited but very nervous as I had miscarried before and had complications with our son. I just had a feeling that something wasn’t right but when we passed the 12 week mark I decided to share the news with everyone. 3 days later, test results showed that we were having a boy but he had a fatal chromosomal abnormality. We had to say goodbye to him at 20 weeks and 4 days. It was the hardest thing I have ever gone through and I struggle with the loss every day. I never got to hold him in my arms but I hold him in my heart forever.


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